Jesus going to Pray (Tissot)
In Mythraism and Christianity, this day rememorates the rebirth of Sol Invictus, the Invincible Sun. From here onwards, days become longer, light conquers darkness. And this was used as symbol for deities, many of which were called Christ even before the popular Jesus Christ.
Inwardly, we can think the Winter Solstice points to an inner rebirth in us. And as it was said saw yesterday, before being reborn, the “old man” must die, and before that, one must realize how terrible the inner condition is. In the beginning there might be little awakenings that come and go, but these can´t last until one doesn´t feel and see the misery of the blind and selfish situation, a realization that is usually hindered by “psychological resistances”, forcing oneself to sleep longer.
Hence the importance of ralizing how divine conscience touches our “lower nature”, generating conscious remorse. Then we feel we are not as we should. Thus “something” rebels and gets sad; the Divine suffers in us (see The Language of Depression, published on 8th of August 2009).
Inwardly, we can think the Winter Solstice points to an inner rebirth in us. And as it was said saw yesterday, before being reborn, the “old man” must die, and before that, one must realize how terrible the inner condition is. In the beginning there might be little awakenings that come and go, but these can´t last until one doesn´t feel and see the misery of the blind and selfish situation, a realization that is usually hindered by “psychological resistances”, forcing oneself to sleep longer.
Hence the importance of ralizing how divine conscience touches our “lower nature”, generating conscious remorse. Then we feel we are not as we should. Thus “something” rebels and gets sad; the Divine suffers in us (see The Language of Depression, published on 8th of August 2009).
There is a profound feeling which is quite absent in modern humanity:
In the Bible it is awfully expressed as Fear of the Lord, when it´s rather Awe of Divine I amness (Yirah Adonai). Fear of Lord/God makes people believe it is fear to be punished by a God or being afraid of offending some God –two views that have no sense, unless it refers to a false, wrathful, punitive, proud and minor “god”.
The awe of God is the instinctive and sublte feeling of fragility and awe in the contemplation of something sublime that shatters the little "ego-complex" into pieces, and also when we feel our insignificance or imperfection after being touched by the Light of Consciousness.
An feeling modern man rarely experiences given the habitual hypnotic state of ego inflation.
When we are touched by something deeply, the veils of selfishness fall, and it´s then when sentiments such as compassion, remorse, true love and awe emerge easily. And divine is the faculty behind them; in fact, it is our divine part what feels wonder and awe.
(A more complete article on this was published as Awe of the Lord on the 5th of June of 2014)
In the Bible it is awfully expressed as Fear of the Lord, when it´s rather Awe of Divine I amness (Yirah Adonai). Fear of Lord/God makes people believe it is fear to be punished by a God or being afraid of offending some God –two views that have no sense, unless it refers to a false, wrathful, punitive, proud and minor “god”.
The awe of God is the instinctive and sublte feeling of fragility and awe in the contemplation of something sublime that shatters the little "ego-complex" into pieces, and also when we feel our insignificance or imperfection after being touched by the Light of Consciousness.
An feeling modern man rarely experiences given the habitual hypnotic state of ego inflation.
When we are touched by something deeply, the veils of selfishness fall, and it´s then when sentiments such as compassion, remorse, true love and awe emerge easily. And divine is the faculty behind them; in fact, it is our divine part what feels wonder and awe.
(A more complete article on this was published as Awe of the Lord on the 5th of June of 2014)
These realisations help one adopt an adamant and detached attitude, allowing the true self to manifest, raising a “no” towards harmful habits.
Iamness can became a form of meditation and prayer in several traditions.
A good example lies in the Old Testament, when the Divine presents itself to Moses with the enigmatic name:
I am that I am (Exodus 3:14)
Before Abraham was, I am (John 8:58)
I am that I am (Exodus 3:14)
Before Abraham was, I am (John 8:58)
It is difficult to express in words the art of prayer, so let´s avoid making things too complicated. It suffices to know the I am prayer is "contemplative", not a "prayer of petition"; in other words, its content is meant to be experienced, as in the Lord´s Prayer.
The I am prayer is basically oriented to those moments in which it is necessary to resist and be detached from a certain psychological tendency: anger, stray thoughts, restlessness, etc. Its most simple form, well known in many traditions, consists in “inhaling” through the nose, feeling “I” in back of the head, solar plexus and spine –as if one stood up watching–, and “exhaling” naturally through the nose feeling “am”, relaxing the whole body. The words are not verbalized externally, but internalized until it is no longer necessary, since the crucial point is to be a "silent witnessing force", aware of sensation and feeling of divine life in oneself.
The I am prayer is basically oriented to those moments in which it is necessary to resist and be detached from a certain psychological tendency: anger, stray thoughts, restlessness, etc. Its most simple form, well known in many traditions, consists in “inhaling” through the nose, feeling “I” in back of the head, solar plexus and spine –as if one stood up watching–, and “exhaling” naturally through the nose feeling “am”, relaxing the whole body. The words are not verbalized externally, but internalized until it is no longer necessary, since the crucial point is to be a "silent witnessing force", aware of sensation and feeling of divine life in oneself.
This sense is often cancelled by some forms of prayer, such as one practised by the Fathers of the Desert and Hesycasts: Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, mistaken one; Kyrie Iesu Christé, Yie tou Theou, éleison me, ton hámartolon.
Hamartolón derives from hamartia, which means to “miss the mark”, the “fall” of the heroe in his journey, as Aristotle points in the Poetics. Some use the word “sinner”, which does not fit here, for it is so corrupted that it does not resonate as it should.
And the truth is we rather should assume the Loving Light. And this makes one see the uselessness of begging, mummbling and grunting at high speed –as it is usually done in churches. Prayers are to feel something deeper within that may purify and heal. After all, the Loving Serene Conscience is the Anoited One, the true original Christ.
Concerning the art of praying, Yeshua said almost everything (Matthew 6:5-8):
And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites...enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.
But
when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do:
for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking. Be
not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things
ye have need of, before ye ask him.
There is another exemplar text, quoted below. [2]
With this, we leave this crazy year 2013, and hope that our captivity can be useful in the Real World.
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[1] The Power of the Name.
See exposition of Ted Nottimgham. Link in the post Captives
[2] With regard to prayer:
"Take the ordinary God have mercy upon me! What does it mean? A man is appealing to God. He should think a little; he should make a comparison and ask himself what he is and what God is. Then he is asking God to have mercy upon him. But for this, God must first of all think of him, take notice of him. But is it worth while taking notice of him? What is there in him that is worth thinking about? And who is to think about him? God himself! You see, all these thoughts and many others should pass through his mind when he utters this simple prayer. And then it is precisely these thoughts which could do for him what he asks God to do. But what can he be thinking of and what result can a prayer give if he merely repeats like a parrot: 'God have mercy! God have mercy! God have mercy!' You know yourself that this can give no result whatever." (G.I.Gurdjieff in Fragments of an Unknown Teaching, Ch 15).