In the last article we saw illuminating views and quotes from great guides such as Meister Eckart and Jakob Böheme.
And today I would like to talk about how hellish states, the spirit of adversity, becomes somatized and crystallize with mental and physical diseases, many considered incurable. And it is something that concerns us all, therefore I will also give keys to the path of healing in spirit, soul and body, as it was taught and demonstrated by the Master of healing par excellence, who was Iesou, the Nazarene, as he was known, not only in Greek but also in Aramaic. Ysho would be the most exact pronunciation. Yeshua is what some call him today in Hebrew. And He taught deeper things even than the Essenes, who were also master healers. In Alexandria there was a group of Essenes called the Therapeutae, experts in healing and they used various procedures.
One of them was immersion into mikvehs, purification by water, to generate teshuva, the return of consciousness, often mistranslated as repentance. This was called being “born from water” or Baptism of John, who was an Essene chief.
Now, what the Master brought was basically an addition that speeds up healing and salvation because it's connecting with a greater source of life. Later we will see what this connection is. But first of all, we have to understand that very rare diseases are emerging, many of them chronic and supposedly incurable. The most famous are cancer, diabetes, multiple sclerosis, allergies…. These in particular touched me completely because I experienced very painful allergies and even the beginning of type 2 diabetes. I already told you about my case and how I gradually came out of quite painful states, I am not the only one. And there is something that fills me with enthusiasm, which is discovering more keys. And lately I received a series of intuitions and discoveries that I would like to share. Obviously in a short video it is very difficult. So I will leave this as an expanded article.
And here are some ideas. To begin with, we have to distinguish between spirit, soul, and body, and how they must be complete. Talking about the spirit is not the same as talking about the soul. And today this is not something that is usually discussed even in alternative healing circles because everything is put in the same bag. Science recognizes that emotions have an influence on the body and that illnesses are often linked to negative emotions. A new discipline called Biodecodification, or New Germanic Medicine, has in fact emerged. But staying in the psychological field is staying in the field of the soul, which obviously influences the somatic. But the problems are psychosomatic, somatopsychic and also pneumato-psychic, that is, the spirit influences the psyche, the soul and the body.
Now, the Spirit has to do with vision, witnessing, awareness, focus and the Life force or even Will, when it is pure and not crooked. So the spirit can be false or true:
And the Spirit is the one who bears witness, because the Spirit is the truth (1 John 5:6)
If you live according to the flesh, you will have to die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are led by the Spirit of God, such are sons of God. For you have not received a spirit of slavery to return again to fear, but you have received a spirit of adoption as children, by which we cry: Abba, Father! The Spirit itself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs; heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with him so that we also may be glorified with him. (Romans 8:13-17)
The soul instead has to do with emotions, inclinations and memories, which obviously can be stored in the body. Our souls are very divided with a mix of good inclinations and bad inclinations. This is why humans were called double-soulish.
But this derives from the spirit, which can in turn influence the soul and the body.
Moreover, there there are different types of soul and spirit. We have inherited a spirit from the first humanity that fell. They had a spirit of life inherited from the cosmic Mother, and it was called breath of intelligence of lives, in Genesis 2. But when Adam fell the spirit was buried in the Unconscious as the exiled daughter shekhina. And that spirit became stained with shells, klipot, and as its light darkened, and twisted it generated certain negative emotions, such as resentment, a sense of abandonment, hatred towards one's own divinity, hatred towards humanity and life. They are ancestral emotions that anchor their roots in a fall and therefore what has to be healed is not only the body and the soul but also the spirit and for this we need a new spirit and a new soul that generates a new action in our Body. This is why the Apostle Paul said:
may the God of Peace sanctify and preserve your spirit, soul and body entirely, without stain, until the arrival of our Master the Messiah Iesou (1 Thessalonians 5:23).
At the end I will give more clues, but for now let's put this in relation to certain ailments, such as autoimmune diseases. For example, in 2014 I fractured my hips and spent a long time resting. This intensified a frustration, fear, confusion, and sense of not fitting in the world. Something I felt for many years. And around 2016 the situation exploded with allergies and systemic inflammations, practically everything I ate made me sick, I had a lack of vitality, severe constipation, possibly a beginning of type 2 diabetes, because I couldn't absorb sugar well and not because the pancreas was damaged. The organs do not work well when the body is inflamed. And to be honest, that forced me to search for the Truth with more intensity. I learned that is part of the purpose. When you have such a brutal disease process, don't just ask yourselves about the cause, because you´ll stay blocked. Ask yourself about the purpose: what do I have to learn, why am I living this? That is the most important thing, because there are many causes and triggers. Allergies, for example, are not directly the result of the body reacting to food or clothing, there is something else, and the same thing happens with cancer, multiple sclerosis...
The other day I found the testimony of Dr. Henry Wright. And there is a very interesting video in which he was interviewed. I leave the link down below. But he was basically asked about the origin of certain diseases and he spoke of the spirit of infirmity, which manifests itself in different ways. Actually a few years ago I talked about the spirit of infinity and how loss of identity is what triggers disease in general when we lose our true selves, the sense of standing grounded in a life energy that has its own will and its own serene conscience. As soon as we lose that identity and we don't have a clear identity in the world, because we no longer fit in there, we already have the main trigger for allergies, diabetes, cancers and it manifests itself in different ways, because there are particular emotions operating behind it.
This doctor, Henry Wright, who was a Christian pastor, established the relationship between fear, anxiety, the sense of not being loved or not being able to love, and autoimmune diseases, where the immune system is altered. And I found it curious how specific it was when it came to diagnosing the specific cause of diseases. But the main trigger is an excess of cortisol, the stress hormone that puts the body into a state of fight or flight, lowering white globules, B Cells and Lymphocytes T, causeing immunosupression. In the blog I include a great passage of his book, A More Excellent Way, which you can even find in PDF:
“Cortisol directly influences immune responses to antibodies…cortisol inhibits the production of both macrophages and helper T cells. The diminished helper T cells cause a decrease in B cells and antibody production….”
Now begins the destruction of the immune system. What is destroying the immune system? Pesticides? No! According to the medical community it is fear, anxiety and stress. What did Proverbs 17:22 say?
A broken spirit drieth up the bones. A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth
the bones. Proverbs 17:22
The ongoing over-secretion of cortisol continues immunosuppression, decreased lymphocytes and monocytes, decreased circulating lymphocytes and decreased macrophages. Right here the negative effects begin. Right here we have the breaking down of the immune system. When you have the breaking down of the immune system as we are about to show you, an interesting thing happens with the B cells. When you have a reduction of B cells at this level, antigen-antibody relationships develop. Your body starts attacking everything. That is what an allergy is. The antigen becomes the enemy, but the antigen is the food you
need. Now the body is eliminating what it needs to have in order to stay alive. Could I say this, “As the person disappears into fear and disappears into the self-rejection mode, the body takes on a profile of death.” Why? Because the person has been murdered. Spiritually murdered! Those are very strong words, aren’t they? You say then, “How are they spiritually murdered?” When you deny your existence as God sees you and reject yourself in creation, a spirit of death comes to agree. Numerous diseases are the result of this spiritual dynamic.
Now, when asked about the cause of diabetes, he explained that diabetes arises when the white blood cells of the immune system attack the cells of the pancreas and prevent it from producing insulin. But it is because the person has a prolonged feeling of anxiety and rejection of not being loved, of not being understood. And on this I totally agree. I also came to that conclusion when I realized that when the body does not get sugar, it is not simply because there is not enough insulin, as in type 2 diabetes, or because the pancreas does not produce insulin, as in type 1 diabetes. Actually it is because the body is in such a state of stress that it resists to receive sweetness. I would say that it can't even cope with certain bacteria and prefers not to feed them. When I studied Kabbalistic medicine, I learned that sugar is associated with the sphere of Hesed, mercy. When our mother gave us milk at the breast we received affection, love, sweetness, and we unconsciously associate the sweetness of milk, the lactose sugar of milk, with that maternal affection and we hope that others will also give us affection and welcome. If that doesn't happen, obviously it will generate a state of anxiety, of wanting to receive love and share it. But if the frustration lasts for many years and becomes chronic, then obviously the pancreas will stop producing enough insulin since it is being attacked by the stressed immune system itself.
And similarly happens with allergies, which are not so much to food. The trigger can be any stressful situation which suppresses the immunity of the body. It´s usually the feeling of being rejected.
Or in the case of Lupus, a skin disorder, it´s because of a sense of guilt. Multiple sclerosis is extreme self-devaluation and self-devaluation. Alzheimer is a loss of identity and motivation in the world… We could be hours and hours talking about this.
I have come across several cases of people who had diabetes and who asked me for help. And the first thing I did was tell them why they felt certain states of victimhood and how they should release it, because that is one of the origins of diabetes. Obviously there are more factors.
Actually, this affections can even be passed from generation to generation, because their roots are not only anchored in a specific emotion, such as the feeling of rejection or fear, but there can also be familiar spirits, which become attached to certain families from generation to generation to generate the same problem and feed on lower emotions. This doctor also talked about this.
Now, those spirits are not to blame. We have to go to the root. That happens for us to find true acceptance and love in our hearts, in connection with the Divine. And that cannot happen if we do not have a well-defined spiritual identity, if we do not remember that in the true Master of Life we are a perfect being, that is emanated, that has his heart and is generating a new soul. Dr. Wright, being a Christian, said that we are being made in the image of Christ. But it is much more than this. Let's say that he who has received the Light of the Master, has at his disposal a new spirit, as prophesied:
I will put in you a new heart and a new spirit (Ezekiel 36:26)
That new heart and spirit are respectively the renewed soul that makes us feel and see completely, without demonizing, without the evil eye that is what makes us sick. When certain people attack someone and say: you are a sinner, you are full of impure spirits, you have to confess your sins and accept this God, what leads them to condemn in this way are also spirits of judgment, impure spirits, who are not necessarily entities that possess the person but rather pseudo-intelligent energies. And these have no other way of sucking energy, they are like larvae, slugs and they can stick to people when they cultivate those states of condemnation, judgment, victimhood, which is very typical of people who have been attacked or abused.
Spiritual work implies the purification of the waters and this leads us to another question, which is what is called being born again. And well, Christians mention it a lot. Some go around saying that they are born again, because the apostles used some expressions that can imply that whoever has faith in the Divine Son, has been born again. I leave some quotes in the article:
Since in obedience to the truth you have purified your souls for a sincere love of brothers, love one another dearly, from a pure heart. For you have been born again, not of corruptible seed, but of one that is incorruptible, that is, through the word of God which lives and abides (1 Peter 1:22-23)
But in reality we must specify something, because one thing is to be born emotionally from the spirit, and another with full mind. The Master told Nicodemus: whoever is not born of water and spirit cannot enter the Kingdom of God.
And actually that's a double step. Being born from water is a purification with a certain repentance, as the Christians say. Although the word repentance is not adequate because the expression that was used in Greek was metanoia, which is to go beyond your old thoughts and adopt a new consciousness or mentation (noesis). This brings a new attitude. In Hebrew it´s caled teshuvah or teshuv Hei, which is to return to that vision of life, that pure spirit that at first can be a pure intention an emotion, but it is only a beginning. Once you have that internal rebirth, with a new soul from the cleansing waters, we must be fully born as an immortal Spirit of Life, and that is already a major step that implies developing the Divine Mind in ourselves. I don't know anyone who has fully developed it yet. Yes, there were cases in ancient times, not only that of the Nazarene teacher. When Hanok/Enoch was elevated, he experienced something similar.
And what the Master did was to bring something additional, because He not only said who receives the holy spirit, but who receives me and my holy spirit, the one who eats my bread and drinks blood, will not see the death, will experience eternal life. The bread is his teachings with the Spirit of Truth, because formerly bread represented the spirit, flour cooked with water and fire. And Adam was turned into flour after the fall. There was also talk of heavenly bread or manna, a type of knowledge that the Israelites received in the desert, and still died. As for the blood it is actually its essence or spiritual DNA, living a transcended human life. His soul is the understanding of his personality and experience. One thing is to receive the spirit of life that is a witness, a pure vision and another thing is to assume that we are part of a personal life of transcendence in this world. Receiving that divine soul elevates us to a higher level of understanding and being in the world because what the soul does is mediate between the spirit and the physical world. So, when we receive that spirit of life, we are also receiving its Cosmic Soul. Then our spirit and our soul are being healed, to be reintegrated into that Cosmic Soul.
So it´s not the same to speak of the human soul that descends from the Adamic psyche than to speak of the divine soul. We can actually be reborn with a certain purification and start developomg a divine soul to a certain extent. That is why I have spoken here of the embryo of the divine soul that goes through labor pains, then is born and so on. And many of us have reached that first rebirth, being baby souls. Some drink milk, others begin to crawl or walk a little.
And in that sense it can be said that we are reborn, but there is still a greater birth, that of the living spirit, when the baby has already become a mature Child, who is very elevated here on earth. And this double step is necessary for a complete relationship of spirit, soul and Body. When a person is fully born on a spiritual level, he no longer dies physically. But achieving it in a physical body is very difficult. There are legends in the East and West of sages who achieved a state of immortality. And the Nazarene Master suffered a physical death but transcended and integrated his human life into his spiritual life. That is why He said: with patience you will save our souls. Although for this we must first deny it in the sense of not identifying ourselves with it: whoever wants to go after me deny his soul let him deny his false self …and he will gain it for eternal Life.
That is why it is very contradictory and dangerous to say that I am a sinner, as is often said in religion. In reality, what sins or transgresses in you is not the true Self, the new Being of Life, but the automaton ego that has to die so one is fully reborn. In any case, sins must be recognized, but they are cleansed in our true nature:
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from unrighteousness (1 John 1:9).
The double-soul man is unstable in all his ways (James 1: 8)
So, our dual soul must be fully reformed.
Now, I do not see this clearly in the vision of the doctor Henry Wright. But he recognizes that not all illnesses come from our faults, but from transgenerational sin. And I think that is where the transmigration of soul elements and reincarnation comes in, but this is denied in most churches. Needless to say, neo-Christian language is sometimes an impediment to understanding and leaves out many elements of the original Nazarene teaching. On the other hand, one thing is the church and another thing is the Christianity that actually existed even before the Nazarene, because it is the oldest religion on earth.
It is also curious to notice how this doctor died of a complication during a routine heart operation. I suspect that he must have had a bypass and died in the operation. Something ironic, since in his book, A More Excellent Way, he says that the use of drugs is witchcraft. That's even in the New Testament, in the book of Revelation. And I agree with him, but of course, putting yourself in the hands of doctors implies that they are going to administer drugs. We would have to see what led to this state of heart complication, which is a very specific organ.
We would have to see what led to this state of heart complication, which is a very specific organ. Heart problems often occur in mystics and in people who work a lot with the heart. And it is because of a repression of love. The mystic Yogananda died of a heart attack while giving a lecture, although there are those who say he did it on purpose, because he was talking precisely about leaving consciously.
Anecdotes aside, I agree with Dr. Henry Wright on many of the things he says. The spirit of infirmity and forgetfulness of one's own identity leads to fear, insecurity, the inability to love and therefore receive love not only from others, but from the Father who has generated new blood and a new spirit. That is why the Master taught us to pray to the Father who is in heaven, not to the Absolute Father (Ayn Sof Aur) who is the one who contemplates the Limitless. The manifested father is that Father in heaven of which our Master Yeshua is a part. He does not mean that there are not other universes and other dimensions where he has manifested himself in another way. But here he manifested himself as Yeshua, it means salvation in Hebrew and salvation through a divine act, the Word through the Vision of Truth, his Thought, His Word and his Action. That is by the way YHVH. Everything else falls outside the real teaching.
Now we must understand the famous idea of the Holy Spirit.
The Additional Holy Spirit
There was actually a Holy Spirit before the arrival of the Nazarene Messiah, and it appears performing protective and corrective functions YHVH. But only two Old Testament passages mention it specifically as Holy Spirit:
do not withdraw from me your holy spirit, ruach qadosh (Psalm 51).
But they rebelled and grieved his Holy Spirit; therefore He became his enemy and fought against them (Isaiah 63:10)
However, that Holy Spirit is the Spirit of YHVH, the Shekina, the Divine Mother who can insufflate certain healing or corrective energy, since she is an intelligent and messenger energy, like a neurotransmitter. It is what was breathed into Adam, the nishmat chayim, the mental breath of lives. And after the fall, the spirit began to contend with the flesh for a period of 6000 years (120x50):
Yhvh said: My spirit will not contend with man forever, for indeed he is flesh; but his days shall be a hundred and twenty years (Genesis 6:3)
At that time the Spirit came without the addition of the Master. Even in Kabbalah mekubalim speak of the Neshemah Yetera or additional Soul of the Messiah. But most seem to ignore that there is also a new Holy Spirit, the Helping Conscience linked to Messiah Yehsua. And this is where I want to go because healing can take place on many levels.
There are people who are healed of ailments by the old holy spirit provided by the cosmic mother. But as Paul said: the gifts and calling of the Spirit are without repentance (Romans 11:29).
The gifts and the altar call do not give us the full development of the immortal soul with the divine mind, the true understanding. In fact, there are people who do not repent at all and are healed at first, either because someone healed them with the laying on of hands or any other circumstance, infusing a healing spiritual energy, which can even be false holy spirit, such as the so called kundalini.
In John 14 we read: I will send you a Helper, the Holy Spirit, even the Spirit of Truth… the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to...
Obviously there seems to be a nuance here, because the Holy Spirit is an intelligent energy and Consciousness that passes through our body and enters with our heart, but its emotional feminine function does not necessarily bring full understanding. We can just feel love and recognize that we are divine children. But that is where the journey begins. The Spirit of Truth must testify deeper:
But when the Helper comes, whom I will send to you from the Father, the Spirit of truth, who proceeds from the Father, he will bear witness about me. (John 15:26)
There has to be a mental development with the Spirit of Truth, which will lead us to develop the soul until fully born from the spirit.
If we are not fully born here on earth, perhaps we can be born in other dimensions if there has been a previous birth. Once we have a divine baby soul, it is as if we also have a guarantee of union.
The Spirit of Truth helps us unravel hidden motives in our hearts and minds. Those are generating certain diseases. That is why the apostle Paul said: may the God of Peace sanctify and preserve your spirit, soul and body entirely, without stain, until the arrival of our Master the Messiah Iesou (1 Thessalonians 5:23).
The arrival of the Messiah Ysho in us is the full union with the Divine Wisdom of our heavenly Father.
So to be fully born of water and spirit requires true understanding, what involves penetrating to the hidden motives of the heart and get rid of all falsehood.
Because the Word (Logos) of God is living and active, and sharper than any two-edged sword; and penetrates to the division of soul and spirit, joints and marrow, and discerns the thoughts and intentions of the heart. (Hebrews 4:12)
Let us understand that here God is the Ayn Sof Aur or Ancient of Days. And his Word is the Only Begotten Son or Messiah who becomes a heavenly Father, and also a Son in us, separating the darkness from our old soul and spirit.
And we know the vital soul or nefesh resides in the marrow. Curiously, as Dr. Henry Wright pointed out, the white blood cells of the immune system are produced in the marrow, which is what attacks various organs when we have an autoimmune disease. In turn, the thymus gland is what produces other components of the immune system, such as T lymphocytes.
A merry heart does good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones. Proverbs 17:22
And it is curious because when I studied Hebrew medicine I discovered that when we do not have a strong connection with the Father in Heaven or Jokmah, we have a sense of helplessness, fear, a victimism, and this causes the body to produce fewer blood cells. whites. There may also be anemia in the absence of oxygen and iron in the blood, associated with Binah (Understanding) and the Mother Here we would have the connection with the cosmic Father and Mother.
That is why I have insisted a lot on this channel on not to demonize Mother Life. It is true that there have been architects who have lost their mind and were part of the Mother, but they disconnected, and they are no longer mothers but a satanic Stepmother. The main origin of many problems here on earth derives from experiments made by those architects, not by the Divine Mother.
As for the Universal Father, he is is something so infinite and powerful that in contact with our body it would destroy us and that is why we need a mediator, a covering, that we receive from the Word / Logos, our spiritual Father.
If you listen to this and make room for it in your heart, you are already receiving the new Holy Spirit. There are people who at first seemed very closed and have suddenly opened up and this is what fills them the most. It is the power of Understanding and Comprehension. Accessing Binah through the Hebrew and Aramaic languages helped me a lot in my healing process. And there is one thing that made me understand much more and that is to see the Spirit Holy as one's own Mother Hei and Daughter Hei being unified in the Son, the connecting Vav, which is an expression of the Yud. And there we have YHVH.
Remember how the arrival of Yeshua Messiah in us is the full union with the Divine Wisdom of our heavenly Father. And this is a head and body relationship. We are the collective body so to speak of a universal head of humanity. The New Adam is the Master, called Messiah Iesou or Christos Iesous, and it´s the collective body that heals the old spirit, soul and body with the help of the Spirit of Truth. The emotional holy spirit alone is limited because it can´t penetrate to the joints that separate the spirit from the soul.
So the Divine Word has a masculine mental aspect and a feminine side. They are represented by Yeshua and Maryam Ha Migdal, the Magdalene. Their union is what brings healing, wholeness.
Finally, let us bear in mind that we must overcome above all the fear of not being loved, because we receive all the love from the Universal Father and the Universal Mother. We also receive a love that comes from our own deep selves. When we love ourselves as perfect beings, not as sinners, that leads us to flourish. This is how several times I experienced the immediate cessation of severe ailments, despite having new falls. There were times when allergies suddenly disappeared. And I no longer get bleeding wounds in the mouth when I eat bread, for example. And the healing continues to grow.
The healing process must go layer by layer, raising the hidden motives that may be behind certain reactions, because behind what is the state of fear or sense of rejection, of victimhood, there is also a lot of accusation, negativism, a lot of hatred towards those who do not understand us. And if we hate someone because he does not understand us, we are already accusing. Thus we are triggering an accusation in the body itself, and this is the reason why many people do not get healed. They do not develop the divine mind, the Spirit of Truth, but the Spirit of Bondage and Death.
As long as there is a pure Witness vision, that spirit is righteous and the soul that arises is also righteous. Because the Messiah came to save not only the spirit but also the human soul.
The apostle Yakob said: purify your hearts, double souls (dispsychos). Two contrary impulses bring the division of spirit and flesh. But the divine soul is an undivided one soul, not fragments. This Spirit of Life dissolves the chaotic and contradictory spirits that generate contradictory personalities.
It is also very useful to use the enneagram. I use it in the Course Armony Therapy, to see false personalities and it is very helpful. This eliminates certain insecurities. The other day a person who studies with me made a very interesting video about the fear of fear. That nuance of fear of fear is very interesting because when we do not understand why we feel fear, then we repress fear and then it accumulates in the form of negative memory, the soul gets sick and thus the body gets sick. From fear and anxiety derive all diseases arise, because they lead to other negative emotions such as rage and resentment, frustration, anger, hatred, shame, all of this together is a breeding ground for various types of diseases and it is necessary to locate the pattern. Each one different.
I hope the topic has been helpful to you, especially if you are going through the dark night of the soul, if you are being born or are still confused, experiencing disease processes. Thank you for listening and let's continue cleaning that mind and heart to experience the spirit of life and soul divine that makes us fulfill our mission in life, expressing the Primordial Love, the non-fragmented Life, the integral Conscience and deep blissful Serenity.
Now, what the Master brought was basically an addition that speeds up healing and salvation because it's connecting with a greater source of life. Later we will see what this connection is. But first of all, we have to understand that very rare diseases are emerging, many of them chronic and supposedly incurable. The most famous are cancer, diabetes, multiple sclerosis, allergies…. These in particular touched me completely because I experienced very painful allergies and even the beginning of type 2 diabetes. I already told you about my case and how I gradually came out of quite painful states, I am not the only one. And there is something that fills me with enthusiasm, which is discovering more keys. And lately I received a series of intuitions and discoveries that I would like to share. Obviously in a short video it is very difficult. So I will leave this as an expanded article.
And here are some ideas. To begin with, we have to distinguish between spirit, soul, and body, and how they must be complete. Talking about the spirit is not the same as talking about the soul. And today this is not something that is usually discussed even in alternative healing circles because everything is put in the same bag. Science recognizes that emotions have an influence on the body and that illnesses are often linked to negative emotions. A new discipline called Biodecodification, or New Germanic Medicine, has in fact emerged. But staying in the psychological field is staying in the field of the soul, which obviously influences the somatic. But the problems are psychosomatic, somatopsychic and also pneumato-psychic, that is, the spirit influences the psyche, the soul and the body.
Now, the Spirit has to do with vision, witnessing, awareness, focus and the Life force or even Will, when it is pure and not crooked. So the spirit can be false or true:
And the Spirit is the one who bears witness, because the Spirit is the truth (1 John 5:6)
If you live according to the flesh, you will have to die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are led by the Spirit of God, such are sons of God. For you have not received a spirit of slavery to return again to fear, but you have received a spirit of adoption as children, by which we cry: Abba, Father! The Spirit itself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs; heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with him so that we also may be glorified with him. (Romans 8:13-17)
The soul instead has to do with emotions, inclinations and memories, which obviously can be stored in the body. Our souls are very divided with a mix of good inclinations and bad inclinations. This is why humans were called double-soulish.
But this derives from the spirit, which can in turn influence the soul and the body.
Moreover, there there are different types of soul and spirit. We have inherited a spirit from the first humanity that fell. They had a spirit of life inherited from the cosmic Mother, and it was called breath of intelligence of lives, in Genesis 2. But when Adam fell the spirit was buried in the Unconscious as the exiled daughter shekhina. And that spirit became stained with shells, klipot, and as its light darkened, and twisted it generated certain negative emotions, such as resentment, a sense of abandonment, hatred towards one's own divinity, hatred towards humanity and life. They are ancestral emotions that anchor their roots in a fall and therefore what has to be healed is not only the body and the soul but also the spirit and for this we need a new spirit and a new soul that generates a new action in our Body. This is why the Apostle Paul said:
may the God of Peace sanctify and preserve your spirit, soul and body entirely, without stain, until the arrival of our Master the Messiah Iesou (1 Thessalonians 5:23).
At the end I will give more clues, but for now let's put this in relation to certain ailments, such as autoimmune diseases. For example, in 2014 I fractured my hips and spent a long time resting. This intensified a frustration, fear, confusion, and sense of not fitting in the world. Something I felt for many years. And around 2016 the situation exploded with allergies and systemic inflammations, practically everything I ate made me sick, I had a lack of vitality, severe constipation, possibly a beginning of type 2 diabetes, because I couldn't absorb sugar well and not because the pancreas was damaged. The organs do not work well when the body is inflamed. And to be honest, that forced me to search for the Truth with more intensity. I learned that is part of the purpose. When you have such a brutal disease process, don't just ask yourselves about the cause, because you´ll stay blocked. Ask yourself about the purpose: what do I have to learn, why am I living this? That is the most important thing, because there are many causes and triggers. Allergies, for example, are not directly the result of the body reacting to food or clothing, there is something else, and the same thing happens with cancer, multiple sclerosis...
The other day I found the testimony of Dr. Henry Wright. And there is a very interesting video in which he was interviewed. I leave the link down below. But he was basically asked about the origin of certain diseases and he spoke of the spirit of infirmity, which manifests itself in different ways. Actually a few years ago I talked about the spirit of infinity and how loss of identity is what triggers disease in general when we lose our true selves, the sense of standing grounded in a life energy that has its own will and its own serene conscience. As soon as we lose that identity and we don't have a clear identity in the world, because we no longer fit in there, we already have the main trigger for allergies, diabetes, cancers and it manifests itself in different ways, because there are particular emotions operating behind it.
This doctor, Henry Wright, who was a Christian pastor, established the relationship between fear, anxiety, the sense of not being loved or not being able to love, and autoimmune diseases, where the immune system is altered. And I found it curious how specific it was when it came to diagnosing the specific cause of diseases. But the main trigger is an excess of cortisol, the stress hormone that puts the body into a state of fight or flight, lowering white globules, B Cells and Lymphocytes T, causeing immunosupression. In the blog I include a great passage of his book, A More Excellent Way, which you can even find in PDF:
“Cortisol directly influences immune responses to antibodies…cortisol inhibits the production of both macrophages and helper T cells. The diminished helper T cells cause a decrease in B cells and antibody production….”
Now begins the destruction of the immune system. What is destroying the immune system? Pesticides? No! According to the medical community it is fear, anxiety and stress. What did Proverbs 17:22 say?
A broken spirit drieth up the bones. A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth
the bones. Proverbs 17:22
The ongoing over-secretion of cortisol continues immunosuppression, decreased lymphocytes and monocytes, decreased circulating lymphocytes and decreased macrophages. Right here the negative effects begin. Right here we have the breaking down of the immune system. When you have the breaking down of the immune system as we are about to show you, an interesting thing happens with the B cells. When you have a reduction of B cells at this level, antigen-antibody relationships develop. Your body starts attacking everything. That is what an allergy is. The antigen becomes the enemy, but the antigen is the food you
need. Now the body is eliminating what it needs to have in order to stay alive. Could I say this, “As the person disappears into fear and disappears into the self-rejection mode, the body takes on a profile of death.” Why? Because the person has been murdered. Spiritually murdered! Those are very strong words, aren’t they? You say then, “How are they spiritually murdered?” When you deny your existence as God sees you and reject yourself in creation, a spirit of death comes to agree. Numerous diseases are the result of this spiritual dynamic.
Now, when asked about the cause of diabetes, he explained that diabetes arises when the white blood cells of the immune system attack the cells of the pancreas and prevent it from producing insulin. But it is because the person has a prolonged feeling of anxiety and rejection of not being loved, of not being understood. And on this I totally agree. I also came to that conclusion when I realized that when the body does not get sugar, it is not simply because there is not enough insulin, as in type 2 diabetes, or because the pancreas does not produce insulin, as in type 1 diabetes. Actually it is because the body is in such a state of stress that it resists to receive sweetness. I would say that it can't even cope with certain bacteria and prefers not to feed them. When I studied Kabbalistic medicine, I learned that sugar is associated with the sphere of Hesed, mercy. When our mother gave us milk at the breast we received affection, love, sweetness, and we unconsciously associate the sweetness of milk, the lactose sugar of milk, with that maternal affection and we hope that others will also give us affection and welcome. If that doesn't happen, obviously it will generate a state of anxiety, of wanting to receive love and share it. But if the frustration lasts for many years and becomes chronic, then obviously the pancreas will stop producing enough insulin since it is being attacked by the stressed immune system itself.
And similarly happens with allergies, which are not so much to food. The trigger can be any stressful situation which suppresses the immunity of the body. It´s usually the feeling of being rejected.
Or in the case of Lupus, a skin disorder, it´s because of a sense of guilt. Multiple sclerosis is extreme self-devaluation and self-devaluation. Alzheimer is a loss of identity and motivation in the world… We could be hours and hours talking about this.
I have come across several cases of people who had diabetes and who asked me for help. And the first thing I did was tell them why they felt certain states of victimhood and how they should release it, because that is one of the origins of diabetes. Obviously there are more factors.
Actually, this affections can even be passed from generation to generation, because their roots are not only anchored in a specific emotion, such as the feeling of rejection or fear, but there can also be familiar spirits, which become attached to certain families from generation to generation to generate the same problem and feed on lower emotions. This doctor also talked about this.
Now, those spirits are not to blame. We have to go to the root. That happens for us to find true acceptance and love in our hearts, in connection with the Divine. And that cannot happen if we do not have a well-defined spiritual identity, if we do not remember that in the true Master of Life we are a perfect being, that is emanated, that has his heart and is generating a new soul. Dr. Wright, being a Christian, said that we are being made in the image of Christ. But it is much more than this. Let's say that he who has received the Light of the Master, has at his disposal a new spirit, as prophesied:
I will put in you a new heart and a new spirit (Ezekiel 36:26)
That new heart and spirit are respectively the renewed soul that makes us feel and see completely, without demonizing, without the evil eye that is what makes us sick. When certain people attack someone and say: you are a sinner, you are full of impure spirits, you have to confess your sins and accept this God, what leads them to condemn in this way are also spirits of judgment, impure spirits, who are not necessarily entities that possess the person but rather pseudo-intelligent energies. And these have no other way of sucking energy, they are like larvae, slugs and they can stick to people when they cultivate those states of condemnation, judgment, victimhood, which is very typical of people who have been attacked or abused.
Spiritual work implies the purification of the waters and this leads us to another question, which is what is called being born again. And well, Christians mention it a lot. Some go around saying that they are born again, because the apostles used some expressions that can imply that whoever has faith in the Divine Son, has been born again. I leave some quotes in the article:
Since in obedience to the truth you have purified your souls for a sincere love of brothers, love one another dearly, from a pure heart. For you have been born again, not of corruptible seed, but of one that is incorruptible, that is, through the word of God which lives and abides (1 Peter 1:22-23)
But in reality we must specify something, because one thing is to be born emotionally from the spirit, and another with full mind. The Master told Nicodemus: whoever is not born of water and spirit cannot enter the Kingdom of God.
And actually that's a double step. Being born from water is a purification with a certain repentance, as the Christians say. Although the word repentance is not adequate because the expression that was used in Greek was metanoia, which is to go beyond your old thoughts and adopt a new consciousness or mentation (noesis). This brings a new attitude. In Hebrew it´s caled teshuvah or teshuv Hei, which is to return to that vision of life, that pure spirit that at first can be a pure intention an emotion, but it is only a beginning. Once you have that internal rebirth, with a new soul from the cleansing waters, we must be fully born as an immortal Spirit of Life, and that is already a major step that implies developing the Divine Mind in ourselves. I don't know anyone who has fully developed it yet. Yes, there were cases in ancient times, not only that of the Nazarene teacher. When Hanok/Enoch was elevated, he experienced something similar.
And what the Master did was to bring something additional, because He not only said who receives the holy spirit, but who receives me and my holy spirit, the one who eats my bread and drinks blood, will not see the death, will experience eternal life. The bread is his teachings with the Spirit of Truth, because formerly bread represented the spirit, flour cooked with water and fire. And Adam was turned into flour after the fall. There was also talk of heavenly bread or manna, a type of knowledge that the Israelites received in the desert, and still died. As for the blood it is actually its essence or spiritual DNA, living a transcended human life. His soul is the understanding of his personality and experience. One thing is to receive the spirit of life that is a witness, a pure vision and another thing is to assume that we are part of a personal life of transcendence in this world. Receiving that divine soul elevates us to a higher level of understanding and being in the world because what the soul does is mediate between the spirit and the physical world. So, when we receive that spirit of life, we are also receiving its Cosmic Soul. Then our spirit and our soul are being healed, to be reintegrated into that Cosmic Soul.
So it´s not the same to speak of the human soul that descends from the Adamic psyche than to speak of the divine soul. We can actually be reborn with a certain purification and start developomg a divine soul to a certain extent. That is why I have spoken here of the embryo of the divine soul that goes through labor pains, then is born and so on. And many of us have reached that first rebirth, being baby souls. Some drink milk, others begin to crawl or walk a little.
And in that sense it can be said that we are reborn, but there is still a greater birth, that of the living spirit, when the baby has already become a mature Child, who is very elevated here on earth. And this double step is necessary for a complete relationship of spirit, soul and Body. When a person is fully born on a spiritual level, he no longer dies physically. But achieving it in a physical body is very difficult. There are legends in the East and West of sages who achieved a state of immortality. And the Nazarene Master suffered a physical death but transcended and integrated his human life into his spiritual life. That is why He said: with patience you will save our souls. Although for this we must first deny it in the sense of not identifying ourselves with it: whoever wants to go after me deny his soul let him deny his false self …and he will gain it for eternal Life.
That is why it is very contradictory and dangerous to say that I am a sinner, as is often said in religion. In reality, what sins or transgresses in you is not the true Self, the new Being of Life, but the automaton ego that has to die so one is fully reborn. In any case, sins must be recognized, but they are cleansed in our true nature:
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from unrighteousness (1 John 1:9).
The double-soul man is unstable in all his ways (James 1: 8)
So, our dual soul must be fully reformed.
Now, I do not see this clearly in the vision of the doctor Henry Wright. But he recognizes that not all illnesses come from our faults, but from transgenerational sin. And I think that is where the transmigration of soul elements and reincarnation comes in, but this is denied in most churches. Needless to say, neo-Christian language is sometimes an impediment to understanding and leaves out many elements of the original Nazarene teaching. On the other hand, one thing is the church and another thing is the Christianity that actually existed even before the Nazarene, because it is the oldest religion on earth.
It is also curious to notice how this doctor died of a complication during a routine heart operation. I suspect that he must have had a bypass and died in the operation. Something ironic, since in his book, A More Excellent Way, he says that the use of drugs is witchcraft. That's even in the New Testament, in the book of Revelation. And I agree with him, but of course, putting yourself in the hands of doctors implies that they are going to administer drugs. We would have to see what led to this state of heart complication, which is a very specific organ.
We would have to see what led to this state of heart complication, which is a very specific organ. Heart problems often occur in mystics and in people who work a lot with the heart. And it is because of a repression of love. The mystic Yogananda died of a heart attack while giving a lecture, although there are those who say he did it on purpose, because he was talking precisely about leaving consciously.
Anecdotes aside, I agree with Dr. Henry Wright on many of the things he says. The spirit of infirmity and forgetfulness of one's own identity leads to fear, insecurity, the inability to love and therefore receive love not only from others, but from the Father who has generated new blood and a new spirit. That is why the Master taught us to pray to the Father who is in heaven, not to the Absolute Father (Ayn Sof Aur) who is the one who contemplates the Limitless. The manifested father is that Father in heaven of which our Master Yeshua is a part. He does not mean that there are not other universes and other dimensions where he has manifested himself in another way. But here he manifested himself as Yeshua, it means salvation in Hebrew and salvation through a divine act, the Word through the Vision of Truth, his Thought, His Word and his Action. That is by the way YHVH. Everything else falls outside the real teaching.
Now we must understand the famous idea of the Holy Spirit.
The Additional Holy Spirit
There was actually a Holy Spirit before the arrival of the Nazarene Messiah, and it appears performing protective and corrective functions YHVH. But only two Old Testament passages mention it specifically as Holy Spirit:
do not withdraw from me your holy spirit, ruach qadosh (Psalm 51).
But they rebelled and grieved his Holy Spirit; therefore He became his enemy and fought against them (Isaiah 63:10)
However, that Holy Spirit is the Spirit of YHVH, the Shekina, the Divine Mother who can insufflate certain healing or corrective energy, since she is an intelligent and messenger energy, like a neurotransmitter. It is what was breathed into Adam, the nishmat chayim, the mental breath of lives. And after the fall, the spirit began to contend with the flesh for a period of 6000 years (120x50):
Yhvh said: My spirit will not contend with man forever, for indeed he is flesh; but his days shall be a hundred and twenty years (Genesis 6:3)
At that time the Spirit came without the addition of the Master. Even in Kabbalah mekubalim speak of the Neshemah Yetera or additional Soul of the Messiah. But most seem to ignore that there is also a new Holy Spirit, the Helping Conscience linked to Messiah Yehsua. And this is where I want to go because healing can take place on many levels.
There are people who are healed of ailments by the old holy spirit provided by the cosmic mother. But as Paul said: the gifts and calling of the Spirit are without repentance (Romans 11:29).
The gifts and the altar call do not give us the full development of the immortal soul with the divine mind, the true understanding. In fact, there are people who do not repent at all and are healed at first, either because someone healed them with the laying on of hands or any other circumstance, infusing a healing spiritual energy, which can even be false holy spirit, such as the so called kundalini.
In John 14 we read: I will send you a Helper, the Holy Spirit, even the Spirit of Truth… the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to...
Obviously there seems to be a nuance here, because the Holy Spirit is an intelligent energy and Consciousness that passes through our body and enters with our heart, but its emotional feminine function does not necessarily bring full understanding. We can just feel love and recognize that we are divine children. But that is where the journey begins. The Spirit of Truth must testify deeper:
But when the Helper comes, whom I will send to you from the Father, the Spirit of truth, who proceeds from the Father, he will bear witness about me. (John 15:26)
There has to be a mental development with the Spirit of Truth, which will lead us to develop the soul until fully born from the spirit.
If we are not fully born here on earth, perhaps we can be born in other dimensions if there has been a previous birth. Once we have a divine baby soul, it is as if we also have a guarantee of union.
The Spirit of Truth helps us unravel hidden motives in our hearts and minds. Those are generating certain diseases. That is why the apostle Paul said: may the God of Peace sanctify and preserve your spirit, soul and body entirely, without stain, until the arrival of our Master the Messiah Iesou (1 Thessalonians 5:23).
The arrival of the Messiah Ysho in us is the full union with the Divine Wisdom of our heavenly Father.
So to be fully born of water and spirit requires true understanding, what involves penetrating to the hidden motives of the heart and get rid of all falsehood.
Because the Word (Logos) of God is living and active, and sharper than any two-edged sword; and penetrates to the division of soul and spirit, joints and marrow, and discerns the thoughts and intentions of the heart. (Hebrews 4:12)
Let us understand that here God is the Ayn Sof Aur or Ancient of Days. And his Word is the Only Begotten Son or Messiah who becomes a heavenly Father, and also a Son in us, separating the darkness from our old soul and spirit.
And we know the vital soul or nefesh resides in the marrow. Curiously, as Dr. Henry Wright pointed out, the white blood cells of the immune system are produced in the marrow, which is what attacks various organs when we have an autoimmune disease. In turn, the thymus gland is what produces other components of the immune system, such as T lymphocytes.
A merry heart does good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones. Proverbs 17:22
And it is curious because when I studied Hebrew medicine I discovered that when we do not have a strong connection with the Father in Heaven or Jokmah, we have a sense of helplessness, fear, a victimism, and this causes the body to produce fewer blood cells. whites. There may also be anemia in the absence of oxygen and iron in the blood, associated with Binah (Understanding) and the Mother Here we would have the connection with the cosmic Father and Mother.
That is why I have insisted a lot on this channel on not to demonize Mother Life. It is true that there have been architects who have lost their mind and were part of the Mother, but they disconnected, and they are no longer mothers but a satanic Stepmother. The main origin of many problems here on earth derives from experiments made by those architects, not by the Divine Mother.
As for the Universal Father, he is is something so infinite and powerful that in contact with our body it would destroy us and that is why we need a mediator, a covering, that we receive from the Word / Logos, our spiritual Father.
If you listen to this and make room for it in your heart, you are already receiving the new Holy Spirit. There are people who at first seemed very closed and have suddenly opened up and this is what fills them the most. It is the power of Understanding and Comprehension. Accessing Binah through the Hebrew and Aramaic languages helped me a lot in my healing process. And there is one thing that made me understand much more and that is to see the Spirit Holy as one's own Mother Hei and Daughter Hei being unified in the Son, the connecting Vav, which is an expression of the Yud. And there we have YHVH.
Remember how the arrival of Yeshua Messiah in us is the full union with the Divine Wisdom of our heavenly Father. And this is a head and body relationship. We are the collective body so to speak of a universal head of humanity. The New Adam is the Master, called Messiah Iesou or Christos Iesous, and it´s the collective body that heals the old spirit, soul and body with the help of the Spirit of Truth. The emotional holy spirit alone is limited because it can´t penetrate to the joints that separate the spirit from the soul.
So the Divine Word has a masculine mental aspect and a feminine side. They are represented by Yeshua and Maryam Ha Migdal, the Magdalene. Their union is what brings healing, wholeness.
Finally, let us bear in mind that we must overcome above all the fear of not being loved, because we receive all the love from the Universal Father and the Universal Mother. We also receive a love that comes from our own deep selves. When we love ourselves as perfect beings, not as sinners, that leads us to flourish. This is how several times I experienced the immediate cessation of severe ailments, despite having new falls. There were times when allergies suddenly disappeared. And I no longer get bleeding wounds in the mouth when I eat bread, for example. And the healing continues to grow.
The healing process must go layer by layer, raising the hidden motives that may be behind certain reactions, because behind what is the state of fear or sense of rejection, of victimhood, there is also a lot of accusation, negativism, a lot of hatred towards those who do not understand us. And if we hate someone because he does not understand us, we are already accusing. Thus we are triggering an accusation in the body itself, and this is the reason why many people do not get healed. They do not develop the divine mind, the Spirit of Truth, but the Spirit of Bondage and Death.
As long as there is a pure Witness vision, that spirit is righteous and the soul that arises is also righteous. Because the Messiah came to save not only the spirit but also the human soul.
The apostle Yakob said: purify your hearts, double souls (dispsychos). Two contrary impulses bring the division of spirit and flesh. But the divine soul is an undivided one soul, not fragments. This Spirit of Life dissolves the chaotic and contradictory spirits that generate contradictory personalities.
It is also very useful to use the enneagram. I use it in the Course Armony Therapy, to see false personalities and it is very helpful. This eliminates certain insecurities. The other day a person who studies with me made a very interesting video about the fear of fear. That nuance of fear of fear is very interesting because when we do not understand why we feel fear, then we repress fear and then it accumulates in the form of negative memory, the soul gets sick and thus the body gets sick. From fear and anxiety derive all diseases arise, because they lead to other negative emotions such as rage and resentment, frustration, anger, hatred, shame, all of this together is a breeding ground for various types of diseases and it is necessary to locate the pattern. Each one different.
I hope the topic has been helpful to you, especially if you are going through the dark night of the soul, if you are being born or are still confused, experiencing disease processes. Thank you for listening and let's continue cleaning that mind and heart to experience the spirit of life and soul divine that makes us fulfill our mission in life, expressing the Primordial Love, the non-fragmented Life, the integral Conscience and deep blissful Serenity.
